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Tonight the monsters in my head
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Are screaming so damn loud
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But I built walls so high
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So they never even make a sound
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Its a mask, its a lie
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Its the only home Ive ever known
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Cause being who I really am
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Has only left me more alone
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I am not okay
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And I need you to see it
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I have so much to say
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And no one to hear it
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The reason I keep quiet
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With so much at stake
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I always feel like a burden
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Let it silence me
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Youll never understand
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Why its so hard to say
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Im not okay
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I wish I had a scar
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Had a bruise on the surface
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Any kind of proof
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That everything I feel is
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More than just some sad excuse
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My lifes invisible abuse
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Im either judged or have to hide
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The only symptom you can see
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Is I dont wanna be alive
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I am not okay
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And I need you to see it
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I have so much to say
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And no one to hear it
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The reason I keep quiet
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With so much at stake
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I always feel like a burden
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Let it silence me
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Youll never understand
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Why its so hard to say
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Ill never have the words
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I cant explain this hell
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But what if it kills me
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If I keep it to myself
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To myself
I am not okay
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And I need you to see it
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I have so much to say
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And no one to hear it
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Im not okay
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Im not okay
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Im never safe
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Its not a phase
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If I finally break
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Would you still stay
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Tonight the monsters in my head
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Are screaming so damn loud
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